From the time I stopped blogging until now, my life has been filled with ups and downs.
It's just that I have many channels to let it all out instead of blogging.
University life made me really lazy to blog anything at all.
So right now, I am going to disclose to you a bit more about my love life.



I have been blessed with a listening ear that listens silently and gives advices at the end. Someone who listens so intently and never pushes me away in whichever situation I face. He knows me well enough and has always been there for me. I never thought I could actually meet someone who suits me well because I've always classified myself as a weird being and thought I'll never find someone as fitting. Suits me well but yes, we do squabble a bit here and there. Once, it was over how instant noodles should be cooked. A few times, when I don't listen to him when he speaks to me (An area I've been trying to improve on). Generally, I have no qualms about his dress sense when we head out however once, we squabbled about the way I want him dressed for Christmas night. But all the times we squabbled, he gave in to me. Not because he's weak but because he purely just dotes on me. I found myself a treasure just based on this.



He is nice. He is sensitive towards me. He's not full of pokes. He's slightly quiet. The opposite of me is him. He's like water, I'm like fire. "Complements of each other" - that's what I always address us. He teaches me things and he is patient with me. I lose patience easily so I always find myself admiring any other human being who can be so so so patient with my very slow mind. Yep, that includes you Kristine! *winks* He makes me laugh (In fact we always laugh together). He makes me feel good about myself. He builds confidence in me. He makes me feel safe. He teaches me what to look out for on the road whenever he drives. He takes special notice of my likings. He knows ice cream makes me happy even before we got together. We share the same thoughts at times. He brings me to movies. He brings me to all the food places he has been to, just to share his joy of having good food. We both apparently have almost similar likings towards food (Phew! Wouldn't want to quarrel over food each time we head out together). There are so many things about him that I can write about.



The way we communicate? Well, we 'shoot' each other all the time in the past and always laugh it off. It's getting lesser but we still do that. I shoot him slightly lesser because he's getting a little more important to me now. I don't feel good shooting him all the time like how I used to in the past. I just want to treat him better than before. He likes to disturb me just because he finds my facial expression very entertaining. To be genuine, I am very disturbed by him. We talk over our meals which also contributes to one of the factors why I love to have meals with him. We talk over the phone at times though we meet in school daily. Or maybe it's just me who wants to talk to him before sleeping so I'll call.

What matters most to me is that he cherishes me and appreciates me a lot. We started off a little unstable because I wasn't very sure about myself and my decisions. I lacked confidence in many areas in a relationship but he just told me that he wants to walk it with me, which, he really did. He even helped me build confidence in it.

Thank you for being such a dear. You've been a very very wonderful companion.
Ups and downs? I'm not afraid because I know I have you with me.

May we blossom together
xx